nas said it best. best friends become strangers. i know this and realize this, its sucks but i guess all i can say is fuck it right? people do grow up and friendships do bite the biff.i guess im just bitter as fuck at it but who really cares cause by this time next year ill be in mexico building a house to live out the rest of my days in and to grow a fat crop of something real potent.
everyone needs to get the hell out of where they were born at least once in their life and experience something different. im fuckin choking, suffocating, and dying here in america. its bullshit how in america if what you do doesn't make money then it doesn't make sense. if you ask me thats utter bullshit, and its not like that in other countries they appreciate people tryin to do their own thing and tolerate a lot more shit. not that i hate america i just wanna get the fuck out of here for like almost ever really but the moms dwells here.
the dose has a show tonight with the legendary gehenna. then tomorrow we have a show with a ton of people i havent seen in a long ass time. were most likely going to playing to a shit load of little ass kids and such but fuck it because the youth is whats next and we gotta put that bug in their ears.
ps fuck money, fuck laziness in people, fuck selfish people, fuck life, its not beautiful you fuckin hippies! its hard and painful and difficult to understand. i hope one day i have the strength to break/burn every bridge i have ever made and just go down a new path, free of all the faggotisms. yeah i said faggotisms for all you little pc kids out there.
